11:28am
It is my last day and I am so excited. This is the end. This is the beginning of newness for me. I never thought this day would come. And it could not be here fast enough. Some days crept and some days sped. I hated every moment of it. I will never ever jeopardize my freedom for NO ONE. Naive gullible unaware doesnt matter. If it dont feel right I dont care who you are in my life. I trust God and myself first foremost only. No one loves me like I can. Trusting the wrong person came with an extreme cost.
3:55pm
I have made this to do list. To keep me busy. So far I am getting things done but man time is ticking so slow. Therefore the list is going slow. But it keeps me focused and takes my mind off of how bored I am, how it is trying to get stuffy in the house and how although I am happy about tomorrow...it still isnt tomorrow yet. I had this dream last night. If you have seen the movie the Matrix, there is this part where they remove this bug, an invasive parasite from Neo's stomach. In my dream a 8 or 9 inch snake, long and skinnly like a straw was removed from my arm. In my dream this snake had infected my body and now I was healed. Free from its contamination. Yeah yeah I have a vivid imagination but I still found it very symbolic to my current situation. Back to my list...time for more laundry and clearing the stuff off the stairs.
